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The light at the end of the tunnel

April 23, 2007

After 2hours and 25mins plus 2 sticks of yosi later, I feel a lot better.

I realized that life goes on. Mine and his. Besides, goodbye doesn't really mean that it's the end but only the beginning of another chapter.

I realized that I am not really alone in this world. I just need to reach out to people.

I realized that there's no pleasing other people who have already set their minds to hate you.

I realized that my bill is now more or less 800php because of local call charges and it's only the 23rd! <groans>

And most importantly, I realized that I do not need him to complete me because I complete myself.

Posted by pansay at 2:33 am | permalink | Add comment

I’m sad..

I'm sad. I'm sad. I'm sad.

I told Matt na masama ang loob ko sa kanya.

Was that the wrong thing to do? Was it?

He said he's already used to people feeling that way about him. I told him that I know that he can't please everybody but at least he should try to basically make people feel better, at least the ones that really matter.

I guess he got hurt or got mad because he just said "Nyt." That's it. A single word.

I replied, "Fine. Bye."

<sigh>

It's official. He doesn't want to talk to me anymore.

I don't know what to do. I hate losing friends.

Bottom line: I am afraid of being alone.

Posted by pansay at 12:01 am | permalink | Add comment

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