Good news.. Bad news..

Good news: I got my mobile back! It's fine!!! YEHEY!!!

Bad news: I don't have a charger! No parts available! (The charger was the culprit!)

News from the other side of the fence:

Matt's applying for a job in Singapore. He still keeps saying that isasama nya ako sa Singapore.  .. OK ..

Karen still says I'm in love with Matt. I vehemently said NO to that. Karen says it's because I'm blooming.. (really?)

.. mobile under repair..

<sigh>

I'm in an internet cafe. Listening to sounds saved on my mini-SD card. I don't know how to live without my mobile!!!!

I took the phone to the Nokia Care center again in Ali Mall. It was still having the same problem. The tech guy reflashed the phone and advised me to reformat my mini-SD card. I said, NO!!!! No way!!! I have a LOT of stuff in there including 119 mp3s of my favorite songs!!

Finally isolated the problem to my friggin' charger! ACCCKKK! So I had to go back again and leave my phone AND charger to those people again. Here's the worst part: I might be getting the phone back tomorrow morning! The HELL?! I mean, how long does it take to check a freakin' charger?!!! WAAAAHHHH!!!

I am now contemplating of buying a back-up phone. Huhuhu.. Will decide in a while..

If only…

Karen says I'm in love.

In love with whom? Matt? I don't think so. Do you think so? Hmmm..

I am not expecting anything from Matt. He is a friend. Nothing more. It's awkward if you fell in love with your best friend, isn't it? I guess I'm dealing with this one day at a time. I pray and hope that I won't do something extremely stupid to lose him as a friend.

Matt had a problem kanina. Kawawa naman yung best friend ko. So I did what I can do at that time. I called him up. (Goodbye Php1800+!) I can only be there for him when he's pissed, when he's sad.. when he's feeling down. It's what I can only do. I wish I could do more though…

Honestly, I don't want Matt to be sad. I want him to be happy. I don't want to think about him dying even if he keeps talking about it. I made him promise never to mention DEATH again. (Reminds me too much of my ex.)

We talked about him going home with me to ILOILO. I want him to meet my mom and my dad. I want him to be a part of my family because I know at times, he lacks the caring and warmth of one when he needed it most. I want him to meet my crazy sisters. <smiles> I want him to meet my relatives including Tita Milag (ang pintasera) on my dad's side. Hahahah! Tita Milag, eto na katapat mo!!!

I want to fatten him up! He's too skinny by half. <sigh> I wish we could make it on September 8th.