It’s the HEAT, I tell you!!!

April 20, 2007

Hayyy.. Nothing to do here in the office, so I'm blogging. My first attempt. Just random thoughts.. you know.. Ü I haven't written for some time so good luck to whoever's reading this! Hahahaha.. So here's goes nothing!

My life? Simple. No problems. Well, just minor ones.

Let me tell you about something. Make that someone. Tawagin na lang natin syang Matt, Ate Charo.. <laughs> Anyways, he's this big guy (and I mean really BIG! 6'1" sya!) compared to my paltry 4'8". We met in #makati. He's 27. He's an interior designer (really!). We became friends. We talked over the phone until the wee hours of the morning i.e. 3AM! During that span of time, he told me a lot of stuff. And I mean a LOT! The guy sure has a lot of things on his mind. So there. He told me na namatayan sya ng best friend. He told me that his GF cheated on him with another guy. Caught them doing the "nasty" pa! So, tinadyakan daw nya yung guy sa ribs. Tapos tinadyakan daw pa nya ulit! The poor guy didn't know that the girl he's sleeping with has a boyfriend with a very short fuse. Poor soul! The guy landed in the hospital. Case filed against my friend was physical injury which he paid off. He's filthy rich daw eh! (4 cars) Yeah right! <dripping sarcasm> 

He told me he wanted me to be his "best friend". Hmpf!

He told me he wanted to take me to Singapore. Hmpf! 

He always say "Love you best." <sigh> Personally, my own best friend TonTon doesn't say that.

I'm not sure if he's telling me a pack of lies or not but I'm NOT holding my breath.

He told me he doesn't have a GF when we were chatting but then he told me last Wednesday that he has one. Why? Because he doesn't want to be rejected. Yeah right! She's this really pretty girl in his Friendster. But she's held in Dubai Immigration because of some legality with her Visa. He doesn't know when she'll be back. He's really worried.

Before that happened, we were doing OK. He'd call me up to just talk. This in the span of 3 frigging days. And then he told me na magkikita kami. Pupunta daw sya ng bahay. And then his GF called from Dubai. Everything changed. I mean everything. He didn't honor his commitment. In other words, pinahintay nya ako sa wala. So I got pissed. I have a right to be pissed! I hate being ditched. REALLY!

But we talked about it and as usual, me as a sounding board. His shock absorber. <sigh>

Am I jealous? You bet your ass I am!

Maybe I'm not really being mature about this.. <sigh>

Maybe it's just the heat talking..