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I am emotionally and mentally drained. I just finished troubleshooting the customer's built-in webcam. Grabe!!! Ang tanga-tanga nya!!! Ni-Right Click di alam! I'd had to guide her through each tiny step! And she's a Filipino no less!!

Damn! Double DAMN!!!

Why do people buy laptops when they don't even know how to use one?!!!!

laptops and men…

Well, Jan is history. He doesn't amuse me anymore. He takes me for granted and I have already exorcised myself of my feelings for him.

I am now very much contented in being SINGLE.

I'm going home this September 6. I've set aside PhP30k for my laptop/savings. CJ (my ex) went with me to canvas for laptops in Gilmore. So far, the best options I'd had were an ECS G223 and a Packard Bell F0335-207, costing PhP23k and PhP25k respectively. I've already gotten my dad a brand-new Nokia 5070 worth PhP3,200. He says he'll pay me back. He'd better! Grr!! I've gotten my brother 2 shirts from SWITCH in Greenhills. We checked the pickings in Greenhills and I was able to get myself a pair of Class A Adidas shoes and Class A Converse Chuck-Taylors. WhooHooo!!!

After much deliberation (maraming gabing pag-iisip, sleepless nights and harrassing people about the specs), I was about to settle for the Packard Bell. But I wanted to get more value for my money (kuripot lang talaga), I started to look for brand-new laptops even already used laptops online at www.tipidpc.com . I am a member. Heheheh.. 

And then I found this HP Compaq Presario C500 laptop selling for PhP22.5k, which is so within my budget. YES!! I am getting it tomorrow.  It's brand new and has 1 year warranty from manufacturer. Pwede na!

kissing in the rain…

EEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!

<KILIG!!!> <KILIG!!!>

We went to Chinatrust in Paseo de Roxas to get our loan.. Spent 3hrs waiting for our names to be called. We were hungry. At narealize ko na ang sarap pala ng amoy ng Jollibee pag gutom ka! After 10,000 years, we finally got the money. YEHEY!!! SHOPPING TIME!!! (Certified Shopaholic)

But unfortunately since it was so late in the day, di kami nakapagshopping ni Joyness. All we did was grab a quick bite to eat at McDonald's. <sigh> I texted Matt. I asked him kung pwede kaming sabay umuwi.. he said YES. Wooohooo!!! The concept of dealing with traffic along AYALA and EDSA is not something that I want to go through alone. <groan> Sure, I could take the MRT but the prospect of being close to other people's armpits are not so appealing. So, I went home with Matt. Nagbus na lang kami. Tapos kailangan pa naming umikot kasi di raw sya dapat makita ng boss nya na hindi naka-collar. It was already raining when we were able to board a bus. I felt cherished and protected when I'm with him - him being big and all.

Sometime during that bus ride, between Ayala Ave and Crossing, he kissed me. Just a passing of his lips to my own. WEEEEEEHHHHHH!!!

<KILIG!!!!!>

me in a mugshot

I'm in a cafe, languishing my time away.. I still have 30mins to go till I pick up my picture. I look HORRIBLE!!! They're mugshots! URRGGGHHH!!! I feel bloated.. <sniff>

In any case, my loan got approved! YEHEY! Good news is that it is P48K. Bad news is I have to pay P3K monthly amortization. <sniff> Pero OK lang.. I can still buy my laptop and still have some left-over.. well, I'm not sure if I'll have things left over since I'll be going to September in ILOILO.. Haayy.. That was one of the reasons why I need those mugshots.. They're for valid IDs. <sigh>

Hmm.. what else to buy with P48K? Heheheh!

the sorrow of defeat

I am furious. I am angry.

Bakit ba ang mga taong ayaw mong magparamdam ay nagpaparamdam?! Ung mga taong gusto mo ay namamanhid?!

I hate Jan.

I hate Jan.

I hate Jan.

I am saying that three times with conviction! Maybe because he didn't let me know that he'll be going home to Dasma. Maybe because I feel that he is ashamed to be associated with the likes of me. Bugger!!! Everything went to waste. I so hate to waste load on someone who isn't worth it. Maybe I am angry with myself - probably for investing too much time, effort and emotion on this. I am angry with myself for again, my poor choice in men. In so few words, AYOKO NA! SUKO NA AKO!

Or maybe the monster was just loneliness. A man and a woman, in a place that life left behind. Man isn't made to be alone. - Something from the Nightside (Nightside 1) by Simon R. Green

Why don't I ever learn? Is it because my humanity dictates that I find a partner for myself? Is it because of the genes? Or nature even? These are the times that I don't want to be human anymore - to feel the myriad of emotions that could destroy my own self. 

I hate being lonely. :'(

I don't want to be alone anymore. <sigh>

I don't want to be sad. I want to be happy again.