i am having a baaadddd day…

My first post.. for the month of August that is. Everything's been a bit crazy at the office and I didn't have the time nor the breath to blog. <sigh> A lot has happened within the past couple of days and I didn't feel that I had the courage to write about it. Yes. Like most humans, I am afraid of censure. <sigh>

I am delayed. 2days and counting. Crap! So there. But I have been delayed before. But the thing is I am always regular. Right on the dot. Wlang mintis 'ika nga.. I have no room in my life for this… :'( But I checked and checked. If I'm gonna base on my tiny little program on my PDA, wla dapat mabuo. Because I was safe that time! Safe I tell you. SAFE! My friend told me that this is nothing. I am worrying myself to death over nothing. Haaayy..

Oh well. Enough about that. Talk about being torn between two lovers. Crap! And double crap! There's Jan and there's Jett. Forget about Matt and Mart. They no longer matter. Well, my best friend matters. (Peace, best!) I haven't told you about Jett. He's 5'6", medium built, tanned.. works for Makati City Hall.. has his own place.. lives in Cityland 5.. has a car (kulay orange).. and.. nothing. He said, tayo na? Seryoso? Wlang gaguhan? I said, OK. (Tanga!) WAAAHHHHH!!! So there. <sigh> BTW, he doesn't act as if he's my BF. He doesn't even act gentlemanly towards me. Unlike other people. He said not to expect too much of him but hey, aren't those traits supposed to be ingrained by well-meaning parents? Am planning of talking to him about our so-called relationship. Seems am not getting anything good from it. I mean, the sex is just OK.. but.. <groans> (What am I talking about?! Delayed na nga and here I am talking about sex.)

Next! Jan. We've been teasing each other ALL week. YM. Phone. Text. We could've burned the sheets if there were any. He calls me baby. Kilig!!!!  Let me just repeat that. Kilig!!!!  As in, shiver me timbers!!!! Whahahahah! Am I crazy? Probably. Nababaliw na ako… It's OK. The feeling's mutual naman eh.  I make him crazy too.