Hmm.. <taps finger unto chin>
<thinks, trying to sift thru the myriad of events that has happened in the past couple of days>
Do you wonder who Stephen is?
Stephen is a friend. A would-be lover? Hmm.. debatable. Highly debatable.
Oct 7, Sunday. Met up with Stephen at Starbucks. I think I was trying to resolve a limited or no connectivity issue then. I'd find out later that airborneaccess.net was having "technical difficulties" (sabi nila sira yung router). Stephen, he's only what, hmm, 5'3"? A med student from San Beda. Chinito. A bit fat. Moreno. Semi-kalbo. <sigh> He is Über nice. Sinamahan pa nya ako sa Makati to get my lappy bag from Digital Walker.
Tapos we watched a movie - the line between friends and lovers were blurred then. It's just that sobrang gaan ng loob ko sa kanya na I could not help myself but be attracted to his personality.. When we got out of Glorietta 4, we acted like we were a couple. It was nice.
He kissed me. So there. <sigh> I liked his kisses. <sigh> He'd kiss my forehead and hold my hand. <sigh>
But what about Matt?
Matt? Matt! <sigh>
What can I say? The guy's my best friend. His personality is stronger than mine. He's almost perfect. But.. I don't know if he feels the same..
I do not know what Matt is for me.