bored… bored.. bored…

It's 12nn and I still can't sleep. It seems that marami akong gustong gawin pero parang tinatamad akong gawin yun.. Haayy.. Procrastinating again.. Teka.. tama ba spelling ko? Hmm.. Oh well.. Whatever..

It seems din na I am past caring today..

I guess I am just plain B-O-R-E-D. Even chatting has lost its appeal.. <sigh>

Eto na naman po kami…

Somebody amuse me!

online_dating is in

Dateless and desperate? Not really… but hey, if you're looking for friends, try out Friendsation. It's a bit like the others i.e. Friendster, Flickr, etc. but it's still in the beta stages so give it some time.

Here's what I found out: it's free online dating . So if you're like dateless but not necessarily desperate or just plain bored, you can try this out.

Friendsation also offers the oppurtunity to blog, free chat so that you can leave personalized voice messages to members, create/record greetings, and basically allow its members from all over the world to interact with each other.

If you're looking for a dating site, this is it!!!  

Note to self: Perhaps I could encourage "The Club" to be members.  

loans.. yes, again.

Just got my salary.. and my 13th month pay! Woohooo!!! See the big grin on my face? Anyways, 13th month will be going to my mom — sad because I was planning on shopping for myself and for Christmas. <sigh>

I guess I also have to leave off buying that XDA Atom for a while.. crap! Hmmm.. decisions.. decisions..

I wish I could get payday loans that are I can get real fast and that the amortizations are easy on the budget. But alas! I am already paying off another loan. And I've learned the principle that never borrow money that you are incapable of paying back. That's one life lesson I learned the hard way.

But hey, if you're planning to get a loan, make sure that you'll be able to pay it back. And there are a lot of companies offering it nowadays. They're not really that strict anymore and they're competing with the lowest interest rates. Take your pick!

mis-givings

It really amazes me how people can say one thing and mean another…

There was this thing being passed around — donation envelope for this person who I did not even know. That guy's mom died and they were asking for "abuloy". OK.. Sige, given na yun.. The person passing that around said, "Guys, kahit magkano na lang.."

I decided to give 10pesos to the "abuloy". Mainly because, 10php is the most that I can spare. The rest are tied up. Sinabihan ba naman ako na, "Patay to, hindi pulubi." OK… What difference does it make? (Tumaas ang kilay ko dun ha?)

I always believe that giving should be done voluntarily, yung hindi pilit. Else, magiging masama pa sa panlasa both for the giver and the receiver. Alam mo yung, magbibigay ka na nga lang di ba? Dapat naman bukal sa kalooban mo yung pagbigay.

End of story? Di ako nag-abuloy.

expressions

I seem to have this fascination with people's faces — their expressions, the way their eyes caused wrinkles when they smile or frown.. the way they're made up..

I saw this old lady when I was riding the jeepney home yesterday. She was made up to look like one of those geisha girls on a Japanese woodblock painting. Her eyebrows were thin and set like an inch above her eyelids.. And her lips were set in a moue, they we're painted a light shade of red — not quite red, and not pink. She's such a character. I imagine she looks like Bella Flores, only that her eyebrows aren't that finely arched.

There was this other lady, sa MRT this time. Her face had this really open expression, she's like smiling all the time. I wanna be like that.. even though bwisit na ako sa buhay. I just wanna keep on smiling all the time.